From deception or failure with fault,
To sorrow or misfortune from fate;
Or even simple shame from the mundane:
Of a single sentence we regret to have said
Of a stranger or a friend who took it bad,
How can I not create an optimistic illusion
To clear my mind from the chaos and confusion?
The fear of hurting or getting hurt,
The consequences of the insignificant words,
The illusory actions that only happen in our minds;
Is it not easier to create illusions,
Hope with all faith about the best conclusions
And refrain the thought of tragedy
That endlessly repeats like a parody?
I embrace those illusions now,
Because the consequences will be the same.
And I refuse to suffer from anticipation,
hoping that life is not as cruel as we make it,
believing that we always create the worst.
But deep inside there’s a hidden thought so small
That we plan it so it doesn’t happen at all.